I'm not allowed to let it out I could not find my way All the way into, The night, your life You know the drill I walk around In between these two Realities with you Should have seen what I saw in you Could have felt so wonderful Should have seen what it means What I saw in you As I write you out of my head, don't just stand there I can't stand that Oh, how we turned air into something else We became indifferent Indifferent to all the people and their trouble No matter what would they say They would hurt us anyway Should have seen what I saw in you Could have felt so wonderful Should have seen what it means What I saw in you Always needing more I'll be at your door Closer than before I wish that you could hear me Always needing more (do you want some more) I'll be at your door (because I’m always bored) Closer than before (do you want some more) I wish that you could help me Always needing more I'll be at your door Closer than before I wish that you could want me Something so strange, can't let it slide Until I break, I'll try to fight But not for long, your scent is too strong Freaking me out with one single touch Don't ask me why, I won't know how To find any words describing the love Something so strange, can't let it slide Please, let me fly all through your life I know I should cry but I'm too mesmerized Something so strange, can't let it slide Eyes open wide, realization of a self repressed lie I don’t feel fine & I won’t feel fine I danced around the fire, I promised to inspire Sadly Only ashes to admire My vision, so dull so bleak under saturated black and white compositions A disorienting work of visual art As the movement of everything becomes nothing more than a blur. Didn't try, wouldn't work Never did so I stay put Watch the cars, watch the sky Sift through days, you're in the corner of my eye A fragile heart under skin & bones Some people talk, other ones cry But not me, let it build up inside I don't have words for what I found Can't get you out of my system We shouldn't wait, there is no time We shouldn't wait, everything passes by Would you want to lie to me? Ever so slightly So I can pass through life While suffering quietly Did we dance that night? Or did you trick my mind? Did I watch you sleep? Or did my mind trick me? This has to be it (I won’t go) This has to mean something to you This has to mean something, but maybe not enough Frying my brain but won't forget anything Nothing works, I can't kill you Though I'm still frying, won't forget I was trying Nothing works I'm done trying, I'm done trying It doesn’t work Cannot close my eyes I see it all pass me by Can’t say I haven’t tried believing the lie I’m stuck where I stand & I want to reach for your hand You’re so far away I might just drown in the sand There is no time, I don't have words Push a hand through a wall, but does it exist? Are they staring at me? With no life in their eyes No cloud in the sky, that can't be right Picture you and there you are Am I wandering too far? That is not quite your hair And that's not quite your smile I'm not all there, so I don't try I wish to see a certain sky Wish to believe a certain lie That makes me feel what you can do There's no way for it to change Slowly losing color We won't ever solve this There's no way for it to change Slowly losing life We won't ever solve this There is no way for it to change I will not change. No way I can't stop it, so I just drop it Sit out my time for another day I have these dreams, they keep me reeling But you don't really need me I can't stop it, so I just drop it Sit out my time for another day I have these dreams, they keep me reeling